what should you do when you feel down or tired of trying?

I know everyone has come across that kind of feeling in a life time. The feeling of sad and want to give up every try because you have try so hard already but the result doesn't improve.

You just feel like, I am so tired of trying, no matter how much u put ur effort in and try your best, You still got the same result as if you don't pay attention to it at all.

I know clearly how it feels like because I , myself rapidly feel that. And I am not good to hide that feeling. Normally after i got the result, I immediately feel so bad about it. I would just look as upset as it is the end of the world. If I can cry I would.

When I got back home I try so hard not to let my parents notice about that because I don't want to turn them down, but after that, I went up to my bedroom and I started to feel that bad again.

I feel like my heart is dying and my mind is stucking refuse to work hard any more. I feel so down. So, what I used to do is to cheer myself up. After a bad day is over, at night before I fall asleep, I used to argue with my feeling of tired of trying.

I would say "No, I cannot stop right here, I haven't achieve my goal yet" and if it is not the happy ending, it's not the end of My story. So, I'll go on by telling myself to try even harder or keep trying. once you have give enough try, there must be one day that you will appreciate with your result.

And that result that i hate to get, that ridiculous mistakes, that laugh of the other about my speech are just a key to remind me, to give me more energy to keep studying more n more and push me toward my door and unlock it successfully.

So, now I am not who I want to be yet, I am still in the process of keep going. However, I feel alot better and appreciate most of my result and that's what I want to share.

-Keep going, keep trying and cheer yourself up.
-Remember your fault, ur mistake and try not to make the same mistake again.
what if u do?? but if u still do. it's ok
-Don't ever feel bad about it. well...u can feel bad about it but after that do sth.
And remember that " A man who never made mistake, never made anything."