Dream...

Each and every person has their own dream. Some of them could even turn their dream into reality while some would keep on dreaming for the rest of their life. To me, I classify dream into 2.

One, it is a "Dream" that can come true when we work hard enough to achieve it. For example, a dream to be a lawyer, a doctor, a famous film star, etc...

Two, is a "Dream" that is just a dream which I wanted to talk about. It is a dream that is a little too different from reality. A dream which will never come true. A dream that is too impossible to come true. Knowing that It is just a dream, we still want to dream endlessly simply because everything in the dream is too beautiful and go smoothly as we want it to be. It's peaceful, relax, happy, memorable, and satisfaction which is so different from our real world that full of competition, argument, conflict and too cruel with violent, jealousy, envious, hatred, that you always wanted to escape and live in your beautiful dream's world forever and ever and don't even want to wake yourself up.

I, sometimes even wish to have a life like in the fairytale, novel or drama. Though my life is so perfect and I feel lucky to be born in this family, still I wish to have a life as in the drama, so is this what we call greedy??
I guess it's a part of it, but it doesn't mean I am not satisfy with what I am possessing right now, but for the future instead. This is obviously because I don't really know what my future will be like, so I just hope and dream to have a future that go so well as in the drama and end with a happy ending, but at the same time I have to force myself to wake up and accept the reality that I am living with and go on with my daily life hoping that everything will be alright, Hoping that tomorrow is a great day that leave me with a good lesson of life, a better experience than yesterday, and the best day that I have ever had.

What is wrong with me today??

Okay...I used to watch a korean drama call "Princess hours" and love that drama so much that I gone so crazy. Today, because I got so much free time, I just kill my time by watching that movie again from episode 1 until 24. In episode 12, the crown Prince was away from the palace to Thailand, and the crown princess couldn't eat. She has no feeling of eating, she was not hungry at all, so what I am trying to tell you is I feel exactly the same after watching that part. How stupid...I just lost my appetite, I didn't feel hungry just like what the princess did in the movie. What the hell...what's wrong with me. Why I am suddently feel stupid like that. Anyway, don't worry about me. I didn't eat rice but I eat something else, wink!

Just another day...

Today I stay at home for the whole day prepare and review for today exam.

At 2:00pm : CE exam
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At 4:00pm : time's up, put your pen down!!

after that i got 2 of my revision test paper...umm the result is under my expectation. I expect to get higher score and when you get lower than what you expected, it's hurt and now I am sad....

每天将永远是不同的...

yesterday I was so happy because of my individual assignment result but today...
Today I am so sad...and I don't really know the exact reason why I am that sad.
It just like my life is unstable. It keep going up and down, up and down. Sometimes I can be very sad immediately with alittle thing....sigh
well...don't want to said much so I would just end it right here.