A random post!!

There's a time when we jumped into one another and found out how well we can get along.
There's a time when I am sad, angry, regret...and you are always be my lisener.

There's a time when we have alot of fun together and there's a time when you titled me as "Your friend".

But there's also a time when I am not sure to call you '''My friend' or else. I know I am not perfect and no one is perfect, but each of us is special. I am just the simple one among all of you but what is weird is, I like to judge people. I might like you at the first time, but after I know you quite well, I can judge what type of person you are, and that's the time I started to accepted you as a good friend or wanted to get away from you. I used to take a quiz to find out what is my secret talent and the result is "A Mind reader". It's partly correct. As I like to observe people's word, facial expression, eye contact or action, I can make a judgement and tell that they are fake or real. I know what they are thinking or what make them do such a thing. I can tell the reason why they said such a word or do such a generous thing. I sometimes like you alot, but some other time, I feel like you are evil and take me for granted. I feel like, you are a type of people who like to take advantage from a friend like me.

I feel like you are fake and pretending when you are with me, and it's not only about what I feel, but from my long term accurate judgement...I am sorry to say that you have woke me up from an unconscious nightmare...Now I can see who you really is and that's enough.

I have many friends but among those friend, 3 or 4 is my best friend that I can rely on. I guarantee that the people I called "My best friend" are deserve to be called.

They are:

- whom I know at least 3 years
- whom I am brave to show them the real me

- whom I feel free and happy to see them

- whom I feel safe to be with

- who understand me and know what I want to say in that kind of situation.

- who can finish my sentence correctly

- who never hide any useful information from me

- who always want me to have my dream come true

- who take me as a friend without seeing anything from me

- who is helpful in case I am in danger

- who is truely care about me, love me, support me, encourage me

- who has no trick at all

- whom I feel lucky to have found them

-who feel lucky to have found me.

- I am so scare to lose them. I would say "A best friend must be REAL and RARE" that's why we call it the BEST.

Action speaks louder than words...

People talks to you very friendly, kind, polite...etc but it's hard to tell whether or not they are jealous, envious, grudge and speak ill behind your back and there's a quote that say "action speaks louder than words". It is true that we cannot trust very word people said but we can tell by their action toward us but...there's some people that pretend to act nice to us, pretend to be so generous and to be short, everything is just a pretending. So, the quote here"Action speaks louder than words" doesn't seems to be right anymore. However, we still can tell that the action is just a pretending or not. We can feel it. All in all, we need to take a very good notice and pay attention to their behavior. Plus, trust you feeling because sometimes there's a thing that we can't see, can't hear but can feel it.

Dream...

Each and every person has their own dream. Some of them could even turn their dream into reality while some would keep on dreaming for the rest of their life. To me, I classify dream into 2.

One, it is a "Dream" that can come true when we work hard enough to achieve it. For example, a dream to be a lawyer, a doctor, a famous film star, etc...

Two, is a "Dream" that is just a dream which I wanted to talk about. It is a dream that is a little too different from reality. A dream which will never come true. A dream that is too impossible to come true. Knowing that It is just a dream, we still want to dream endlessly simply because everything in the dream is too beautiful and go smoothly as we want it to be. It's peaceful, relax, happy, memorable, and satisfaction which is so different from our real world that full of competition, argument, conflict and too cruel with violent, jealousy, envious, hatred, that you always wanted to escape and live in your beautiful dream's world forever and ever and don't even want to wake yourself up.

I, sometimes even wish to have a life like in the fairytale, novel or drama. Though my life is so perfect and I feel lucky to be born in this family, still I wish to have a life as in the drama, so is this what we call greedy??
I guess it's a part of it, but it doesn't mean I am not satisfy with what I am possessing right now, but for the future instead. This is obviously because I don't really know what my future will be like, so I just hope and dream to have a future that go so well as in the drama and end with a happy ending, but at the same time I have to force myself to wake up and accept the reality that I am living with and go on with my daily life hoping that everything will be alright, Hoping that tomorrow is a great day that leave me with a good lesson of life, a better experience than yesterday, and the best day that I have ever had.

Be more positive!!

1. Have you ever been to some place that make you think it is the best place in the world?

2. Have you ever met someone that make you feel He/she is the only person to you that no one can be replace?

3. Have you ever eaten any food that make you feel it is the most delicous food in the world?

well...I am sure you have, especially for number two. It is true that after you get close to someone, you really like them and you don't even want to imagine livining your life without that person or that group of people. You don't really know whether or not you could live without them. That is the foolish idea indeed.

For those who felt that way is those who know very few people. If only you try to know more people, you'll find out that, there are many good people out there that you never known they exist. Sometimes you'll realized that the person that you used to be happy with and get along really well with, is not the person that you are looking for. So, try to think about what kind or what type of person that you like, who would be perfectly fit with your thought. Create an imaginary person, a type of person that you wish they exist in this world, the type of person who has personality that you are looking for, and if you can actually met that person, you would know how it feels like. Taking myself as a perfect example, I used to be with a group of friends when I were a kid. Those friends are who I always wanted to be with, to play with and they are the people that I enjoy being with. Because the class was small, only 13 or 15 students in one class so the whole class are friends and we often went everywhere together. Suprisingly, nowaday, I feel uncomfortable being with them and I realized that they are not my type. Probably because I've met more people and those people I met are always better that the previous one. From these, I can see that there are many many people out there whom I might really like them because they are my type or simply they are who I am looking for.

The same case happen to those who LOVE someone so much that would even suicide without that person. That is absolutely ridiculous. How can you live before you know that person? just live the same way as you used to.So, be possitive to everything around you and give yourself a chance to know more people BUT you must also be selective. Don't just want to know more people and then fall under their trap or trick. Be more selective like i said the person that you are looking for must be the good one so if they are not a good person then that person is not who you are trying to find.

Coming up next...(My ideal person)

Do u believe???

Do you believe in luck, fate, destiny, dream and stuff like that?

To me, I definitely believe that eveything in everysecond that u face with or someone that you might meet is "A destiny" which has already given to you. Though you can change ur life base on your choice but that choice is a destiny. The surrounding environment and ur dream help u to reach ur decision. After u decided which way to go, luck'll help u reach ur goal, help ur dream come true and the result is ur fate, ur destiny.