Dream...

Each and every person has their own dream. Some of them could even turn their dream into reality while some would keep on dreaming for the rest of their life. To me, I classify dream into 2.

One, it is a "Dream" that can come true when we work hard enough to achieve it. For example, a dream to be a lawyer, a doctor, a famous film star, etc...

Two, is a "Dream" that is just a dream which I wanted to talk about. It is a dream that is a little too different from reality. A dream which will never come true. A dream that is too impossible to come true. Knowing that It is just a dream, we still want to dream endlessly simply because everything in the dream is too beautiful and go smoothly as we want it to be. It's peaceful, relax, happy, memorable, and satisfaction which is so different from our real world that full of competition, argument, conflict and too cruel with violent, jealousy, envious, hatred, that you always wanted to escape and live in your beautiful dream's world forever and ever and don't even want to wake yourself up.

I, sometimes even wish to have a life like in the fairytale, novel or drama. Though my life is so perfect and I feel lucky to be born in this family, still I wish to have a life as in the drama, so is this what we call greedy??
I guess it's a part of it, but it doesn't mean I am not satisfy with what I am possessing right now, but for the future instead. This is obviously because I don't really know what my future will be like, so I just hope and dream to have a future that go so well as in the drama and end with a happy ending, but at the same time I have to force myself to wake up and accept the reality that I am living with and go on with my daily life hoping that everything will be alright, Hoping that tomorrow is a great day that leave me with a good lesson of life, a better experience than yesterday, and the best day that I have ever had.

What is wrong with me today??

Okay...I used to watch a korean drama call "Princess hours" and love that drama so much that I gone so crazy. Today, because I got so much free time, I just kill my time by watching that movie again from episode 1 until 24. In episode 12, the crown Prince was away from the palace to Thailand, and the crown princess couldn't eat. She has no feeling of eating, she was not hungry at all, so what I am trying to tell you is I feel exactly the same after watching that part. How stupid...I just lost my appetite, I didn't feel hungry just like what the princess did in the movie. What the hell...what's wrong with me. Why I am suddently feel stupid like that. Anyway, don't worry about me. I didn't eat rice but I eat something else, wink!

Sick!!!

I am sick now(catch a cold, hope it's not SWINE FLU)...so m not gonna post anything new...I will just spending my time sleep and sleep....But I'll post something interesting when I get back...Have a nice day everyone....see you.

Picture!!!

okay...these are some picture taken by ME ^^ yesterday, good photographer eh? hehe...
so hope you all enjoy it.

this is the firework, the best shot from yesterday I guess.

and this one as well.

However, this one is not a firework here but in Malaysia, and I just want to show you because this is the best shot of all. Taken by me too^^

And this is the full moon taken by ME from the view of one of the window in my study room.

Zooming...bigger lah...

PS: I love to take the picture of the moon esp when it is full.

I am proud to be born as khmer.

I might look like chinese people.
I got a Russian name.
I learn more than one foreign languages.


But my heart, my mind and my soul is truely belong to Cambodia and Cambodia only. I dare to call myself khmer people.

This is my second post for today but I just can't stop myself from writing. I want to write and share as much as possible as the 07th of July has only one time per year.


I want to say that I am lucky to have experienced with such a histroical event in my life. I am lucky to be born as a Cambodian people.

Today at the evening we have a memorable celebration at the olympic statium. Though today is Tuesday but there were many many people attended the celebration. I am not attending the celebration but I did watch the live on TV and I am so touch by the crowd of people waving the flag of Cambodia up high with the song, the sound of the cheer, the solidarity of khmer people show how brave they are dying to protect their country and how much they love their country and nation. I almost cry with the smile of love and proud to be who I am. After that I watch the firework on the balcony of the second floor of my house and the firework was just infront of me. It was so close and absolutely enomous that produce a very loud sound. I am proud to be who I am, I am proud to be khmer.
This is the photo I took while I was watching the celebration of our world heritage 1 year anniversary (Prasat Preah vihear) on TV this evening.