Each and every person has their own dream. Some of them could even turn their dream into reality while some would keep on dreaming for the rest of their life. To me, I classify dream into 2.
One, it is a "Dream" that can come true when we work hard enough to achieve it. For example, a dream to be a lawyer, a doctor, a famous film star, etc...
Two, is a "Dream" that is just a dream which I wanted to talk about. It is a dream that is a little too different from reality. A dream which will never come true. A dream that is too impossible to come true. Knowing that It is just a dream, we still want to dream endlessly simply because everything in the dream is too beautiful and go smoothly as we want it to be. It's peaceful, relax, happy, memorable, and satisfaction which is so different from our real world that full of competition, argument, conflict and too cruel with violent, jealousy, envious, hatred, that you always wanted to escape and live in your beautiful dream's world forever and ever and don't even want to wake yourself up.
I, sometimes even wish to have a life like in the fairytale, novel or drama. Though my life is so perfect and I feel lucky to be born in this family, still I wish to have a life as in the drama, so is this what we call greedy??
I guess it's a part of it, but it doesn't mean I am not satisfy with what I am possessing right now, but for the future instead. This is obviously because I don't really know what my future will be like, so I just hope and dream to have a future that go so well as in the drama and end with a happy ending, but at the same time I have to force myself to wake up and accept the reality that I am living with and go on with my daily life hoping that everything will be alright, Hoping that tomorrow is a great day that leave me with a good lesson of life, a better experience than yesterday, and the best day that I have ever had.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
What is wrong with me today??
Okay...I used to watch a korean drama call "Princess hours" and love that drama so much that I gone so crazy. Today, because I got so much free time, I just kill my time by watching that movie again from episode 1 until 24. In episode 12, the crown Prince was away from the palace to Thailand, and the crown princess couldn't eat. She has no feeling of eating, she was not hungry at all, so what I am trying to tell you is I feel exactly the same after watching that part. How stupid...I just lost my appetite, I didn't feel hungry just like what the princess did in the movie. What the hell...what's wrong with me. Why I am suddently feel stupid like that. Anyway, don't worry about me. I didn't eat rice but I eat something else, wink!
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Sick!!!
I am sick now(catch a cold, hope it's not SWINE FLU)...so m not gonna post anything new...I will just spending my time sleep and sleep....But I'll post something interesting when I get back...Have a nice day everyone....see you.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Picture!!!
okay...these are some picture taken by ME ^^ yesterday, good photographer eh? hehe...
so hope you all enjoy it.
this is the firework, the best shot from yesterday I guess.
and this one as well.
However, this one is not a firework here but in Malaysia, and I just want to show you because this is the best shot of all. Taken by me too^^
so hope you all enjoy it.
this is the firework, the best shot from yesterday I guess.
and this one as well.
However, this one is not a firework here but in Malaysia, and I just want to show you because this is the best shot of all. Taken by me too^^And this is the full moon taken by ME from the view of one of the window in my study room.
Zooming...bigger lah...
PS: I love to take the picture of the moon esp when it is full.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
I am proud to be born as khmer.
I might look like chinese people.
I got a Russian name.
I learn more than one foreign languages.
But my heart, my mind and my soul is truely belong to Cambodia and Cambodia only. I dare to call myself khmer people.
This is my second post for today but I just can't stop myself from writing. I want to write and share as much as possible as the 07th of July has only one time per year.
I want to say that I am lucky to have experienced with such a histroical event in my life. I am lucky to be born as a Cambodian people.
Today at the evening we have a memorable celebration at the olympic statium. Though today is Tuesday but there were many many people attended the celebration. I am not attending the celebration but I did watch the live on TV and I am so touch by the crowd of people waving the flag of Cambodia up high with the song, the sound of the cheer, the solidarity of khmer people show how brave they are dying to protect their country and how much they love their country and nation. I almost cry with the smile of love and proud to be who I am. After that I watch the firework on the balcony of the second floor of my house and the firework was just infront of me. It was so close and absolutely enomous that produce a very loud sound. I am proud to be who I am, I am proud to be khmer.
This is the photo I took while I was watching the celebration of our world heritage 1 year anniversary (Prasat Preah vihear) on TV this evening.
I got a Russian name.
I learn more than one foreign languages.
But my heart, my mind and my soul is truely belong to Cambodia and Cambodia only. I dare to call myself khmer people.
This is my second post for today but I just can't stop myself from writing. I want to write and share as much as possible as the 07th of July has only one time per year.
I want to say that I am lucky to have experienced with such a histroical event in my life. I am lucky to be born as a Cambodian people.
Today at the evening we have a memorable celebration at the olympic statium. Though today is Tuesday but there were many many people attended the celebration. I am not attending the celebration but I did watch the live on TV and I am so touch by the crowd of people waving the flag of Cambodia up high with the song, the sound of the cheer, the solidarity of khmer people show how brave they are dying to protect their country and how much they love their country and nation. I almost cry with the smile of love and proud to be who I am. After that I watch the firework on the balcony of the second floor of my house and the firework was just infront of me. It was so close and absolutely enomous that produce a very loud sound. I am proud to be who I am, I am proud to be khmer.
This is the photo I took while I was watching the celebration of our world heritage 1 year anniversary (Prasat Preah vihear) on TV this evening.
Congratulation to Prasat Preah Vihear of the Kingdom of Cambodia
Today is the 1st year anniversary of our Preah Vihear temple which was granted as the World heritage on 07,07,08. Every house or most of the house put the flag of Cambodia up high and every school celebrate this memorable event. So I got something for you all, for our country, for the whole world. (For us). It is the song below:
My hand writing is not nice but hope you can understand it.
PS: There are some reasons why I scan my hand writing and post it as a picture but not type it.
My hand writing is not nice but hope you can understand it.PS: There are some reasons why I scan my hand writing and post it as a picture but not type it.
Monday, July 6, 2009
We are the future!!
That is what one of my lecturer call the students "They are the future".
This one sentence is short, simple but contain a very deep meaning that can be explain and write into a hundreds of book.
I will remember this in mind "I am the future". Smile!
It's not my future but I, myself is the future.
I will work hard to achieve my dream, my goal for myself and family for my future BUT also for my country. FOR Cambodia FUTURE. I am the future of my country.
But can I am all alone make this work?? of couse not, because not only me, but you all are the future of your country, your family and finally for youself, your dream as well.
This one sentence is short, simple but contain a very deep meaning that can be explain and write into a hundreds of book.
I will remember this in mind "I am the future". Smile!
It's not my future but I, myself is the future.
I will work hard to achieve my dream, my goal for myself and family for my future BUT also for my country. FOR Cambodia FUTURE. I am the future of my country.
But can I am all alone make this work?? of couse not, because not only me, but you all are the future of your country, your family and finally for youself, your dream as well.
Be more positive!!
1. Have you ever been to some place that make you think it is the best place in the world?
2. Have you ever met someone that make you feel He/she is the only person to you that no one can be replace?
3. Have you ever eaten any food that make you feel it is the most delicous food in the world?
well...I am sure you have, especially for number two. It is true that after you get close to someone, you really like them and you don't even want to imagine livining your life without that person or that group of people. You don't really know whether or not you could live without them. That is the foolish idea indeed.
For those who felt that way is those who know very few people. If only you try to know more people, you'll find out that, there are many good people out there that you never known they exist. Sometimes you'll realized that the person that you used to be happy with and get along really well with, is not the person that you are looking for. So, try to think about what kind or what type of person that you like, who would be perfectly fit with your thought. Create an imaginary person, a type of person that you wish they exist in this world, the type of person who has personality that you are looking for, and if you can actually met that person, you would know how it feels like. Taking myself as a perfect example, I used to be with a group of friends when I were a kid. Those friends are who I always wanted to be with, to play with and they are the people that I enjoy being with. Because the class was small, only 13 or 15 students in one class so the whole class are friends and we often went everywhere together. Suprisingly, nowaday, I feel uncomfortable being with them and I realized that they are not my type. Probably because I've met more people and those people I met are always better that the previous one. From these, I can see that there are many many people out there whom I might really like them because they are my type or simply they are who I am looking for.
2. Have you ever met someone that make you feel He/she is the only person to you that no one can be replace?
3. Have you ever eaten any food that make you feel it is the most delicous food in the world?
well...I am sure you have, especially for number two. It is true that after you get close to someone, you really like them and you don't even want to imagine livining your life without that person or that group of people. You don't really know whether or not you could live without them. That is the foolish idea indeed.
For those who felt that way is those who know very few people. If only you try to know more people, you'll find out that, there are many good people out there that you never known they exist. Sometimes you'll realized that the person that you used to be happy with and get along really well with, is not the person that you are looking for. So, try to think about what kind or what type of person that you like, who would be perfectly fit with your thought. Create an imaginary person, a type of person that you wish they exist in this world, the type of person who has personality that you are looking for, and if you can actually met that person, you would know how it feels like. Taking myself as a perfect example, I used to be with a group of friends when I were a kid. Those friends are who I always wanted to be with, to play with and they are the people that I enjoy being with. Because the class was small, only 13 or 15 students in one class so the whole class are friends and we often went everywhere together. Suprisingly, nowaday, I feel uncomfortable being with them and I realized that they are not my type. Probably because I've met more people and those people I met are always better that the previous one. From these, I can see that there are many many people out there whom I might really like them because they are my type or simply they are who I am looking for.
The same case happen to those who LOVE someone so much that would even suicide without that person. That is absolutely ridiculous. How can you live before you know that person? just live the same way as you used to.So, be possitive to everything around you and give yourself a chance to know more people BUT you must also be selective. Don't just want to know more people and then fall under their trap or trick. Be more selective like i said the person that you are looking for must be the good one so if they are not a good person then that person is not who you are trying to find.
Coming up next...(My ideal person)
Saturday, July 4, 2009
My plan during the vacation.
After the Final Exam, I'll be freed from IFL so I plan to do a list of things below:
Education purpose:
1- pay more attention on my chinese class.
2- pay more attention and spend more time to read some law books.
3- continues study Thai language (I used to study it last vacation so i'll just do the same this year.)
4- spend more time read the newspaper(Cambodia Daily), watch more useful TV program (National Geography, Discovery channel...), listen to the radio (Chinese Radio, VOA, BBC...)
5- arrange the old book and keep some place for year 3 books.
Health purpose:
- gain 6kg or more in this 3 months (because I am too thin)
-sleep 10 hours per day.
- drink more than 2 litres of water per day
- exercise every morning....
Entertaining purpose:
- finish some dramas (at least one for this vacation)
- chatting
- listen to the music
- and so on....
Quite alot hah...let see if I can succeed all of thess purposes...
I'll let you know how many point I could do as I plan to.
Education purpose:
1- pay more attention on my chinese class.
2- pay more attention and spend more time to read some law books.
3- continues study Thai language (I used to study it last vacation so i'll just do the same this year.)
4- spend more time read the newspaper(Cambodia Daily), watch more useful TV program (National Geography, Discovery channel...), listen to the radio (Chinese Radio, VOA, BBC...)
5- arrange the old book and keep some place for year 3 books.
Health purpose:
- gain 6kg or more in this 3 months (because I am too thin)
-sleep 10 hours per day.
- drink more than 2 litres of water per day
- exercise every morning....
Entertaining purpose:
- finish some dramas (at least one for this vacation)
- chatting
- listen to the music
- and so on....
Quite alot hah...let see if I can succeed all of thess purposes...
I'll let you know how many point I could do as I plan to.
Friday, July 3, 2009
I am Freeeeee....yeaaaa....
Finally, the day that I am waiting for has arrive. It is today, no not today but tonight. From tonight on I will be so free...
what should I do then?? let me think
-sleep
-eat
-sleep
-eat
-sleep
-eat
-go to law school
I'll try to post something more interesting besides just about ME.
what should I do then?? let me think
-sleep
-eat
-sleep
-eat
-sleep
-eat
-go to law school
I'll try to post something more interesting besides just about ME.
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Just another day...
Today I stay at home for the whole day prepare and review for today exam.
At 2:00pm : CE exam
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At 4:00pm : time's up, put your pen down!!
after that i got 2 of my revision test paper...umm the result is under my expectation. I expect to get higher score and when you get lower than what you expected, it's hurt and now I am sad....
At 2:00pm : CE exam
.
.
.
.
At 4:00pm : time's up, put your pen down!!
after that i got 2 of my revision test paper...umm the result is under my expectation. I expect to get higher score and when you get lower than what you expected, it's hurt and now I am sad....
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