A random post!!

There's a time when we jumped into one another and found out how well we can get along.
There's a time when I am sad, angry, regret...and you are always be my lisener.

There's a time when we have alot of fun together and there's a time when you titled me as "Your friend".

But there's also a time when I am not sure to call you '''My friend' or else. I know I am not perfect and no one is perfect, but each of us is special. I am just the simple one among all of you but what is weird is, I like to judge people. I might like you at the first time, but after I know you quite well, I can judge what type of person you are, and that's the time I started to accepted you as a good friend or wanted to get away from you. I used to take a quiz to find out what is my secret talent and the result is "A Mind reader". It's partly correct. As I like to observe people's word, facial expression, eye contact or action, I can make a judgement and tell that they are fake or real. I know what they are thinking or what make them do such a thing. I can tell the reason why they said such a word or do such a generous thing. I sometimes like you alot, but some other time, I feel like you are evil and take me for granted. I feel like, you are a type of people who like to take advantage from a friend like me.

I feel like you are fake and pretending when you are with me, and it's not only about what I feel, but from my long term accurate judgement...I am sorry to say that you have woke me up from an unconscious nightmare...Now I can see who you really is and that's enough.

I have many friends but among those friend, 3 or 4 is my best friend that I can rely on. I guarantee that the people I called "My best friend" are deserve to be called.

They are:

- whom I know at least 3 years
- whom I am brave to show them the real me

- whom I feel free and happy to see them

- whom I feel safe to be with

- who understand me and know what I want to say in that kind of situation.

- who can finish my sentence correctly

- who never hide any useful information from me

- who always want me to have my dream come true

- who take me as a friend without seeing anything from me

- who is helpful in case I am in danger

- who is truely care about me, love me, support me, encourage me

- who has no trick at all

- whom I feel lucky to have found them

-who feel lucky to have found me.

- I am so scare to lose them. I would say "A best friend must be REAL and RARE" that's why we call it the BEST.

I am in my changing process...

Well...I feel the change in my behavior, my attitute, my habit, I feel the change in my life. Though, people couldn't see it yet but you, yourself is the one who know it better than anyone else, isn't it?

I don't like to play around, kidding or talk nonsense thing anymore. I feel tired of being crazy and careless. I am tired of everything I used to do. I am tried of such a kiddo idea. I think I am getting mature, but sometimes I am still who I used to be simply because I am not completely change. I didn't want to change myself but I don't know why I suddenly change. I suddenly don't trust anyone surround me any more even they are whom I used to trust and need supported from. It's hard to describe what I feel right now. It's also impossible to share what I feel here. As I mention earlier, I don't trust anyone , so I am kind of selfish to share my story with the other people. The new me is the selfish one but the old me is telling me that I can't leave this blog and I can't even leave you all alone wondering where I am...

Happy Birthday to my twin name friend...

Today is your birthday...I went to my chinese class as usual but you were not there. I leave the class at 11 o'clock and went to a gift shop with our other 2 friends. We were looking for a gift for you, but I can't stay too long, cus my mum keep calling me home for lunch. I decided to buy you a pair of shoes and I am glad to know that you love it. I drive back home, but your house is near my house, so I went to your house first to drop a gift for you. We took some pictures together... hahaha and here we go...












on the way to her house, was taking this pic while I was driving so it's a bit blur.....














Svetlena & Svieta

Action speaks louder than words...

People talks to you very friendly, kind, polite...etc but it's hard to tell whether or not they are jealous, envious, grudge and speak ill behind your back and there's a quote that say "action speaks louder than words". It is true that we cannot trust very word people said but we can tell by their action toward us but...there's some people that pretend to act nice to us, pretend to be so generous and to be short, everything is just a pretending. So, the quote here"Action speaks louder than words" doesn't seems to be right anymore. However, we still can tell that the action is just a pretending or not. We can feel it. All in all, we need to take a very good notice and pay attention to their behavior. Plus, trust you feeling because sometimes there's a thing that we can't see, can't hear but can feel it.

I am back!

Okay...I am back to who I am...wink! but....

This is what I want to share.

Well...I got this post from one of the link in my blog and I found it interesting, funny and cool. So now I want to share it with all my followers. Enjoy...

Installing love

Tech Support: Yes, how can I help you?

Customer: Well, after much consideration, I’ve decided to install Love.Can you guide me through the process?

Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

Customer: Well, I’m not very technical, but I think I’m ready. What do I do first?

Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart?

Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are Running?

Tech Support: What programs are running?

Customer: Let’s see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now.

TechSupport: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer Disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from Being properly installed. Can you turn those off?

Customer: I don’t Know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?

Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, ‘Error - Program not run on external components.’ What should I do?

Tech Support: Don’t worry. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.

Customer: So, what should I do?

Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize Your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.

Customer: Okay, done.

Tech Support: Now, copy them to the ‘My Heart’ directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?

Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before We hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.

What a shame!!!

Oh my god!! this evening I got a quiz... Guess what? It was really easy if only I did review but....It's a shame to confess that I didn't review at all. Oh dear, my lecturer would be upset if he know that I am so lazy and careless like this. I'm sure he know it. The worse thing is, I even write something stupid at the end of the quiz paper. I can't believe that I wrote such a thing. It was stupid and I am not that type of student who used to write somthing stupid like that at the end of the exam paper, but I don't know why I did it this evening. I am on my vacation, I stay at home almost the whole day and I only attend my law class in the evening which mean I have plenty of time to do the review for this quiz. But look at me...look at what I did today. I laugh at my answer when I read it again. I just write to fill the space...oh god...I feel bad of my carelessness... :(

Finally I am back, but....

It's been such a long time that I have no chance to get online or update my blog. This Saturday I got internet at home back but you know what? I still couldn't get online or post anything new immediately because I get sick again. The last time is cold but this time I don't how to name it. I was dizzy and vomit and the feeling at that time was really bad and hard to maintain. However, this morning, the moment that I am typing this post, I am better, just still alittle dizzy. Anyway...this is just a short post to inform all of my followers that I am back. Smile