Monday, April 12, 2010

Dear Mr. blog

As i promise to continue and finish my previous post, here I come.

And I come with an answer. Now I know the reason why I am not happy when I should have been.

我从来没有说过我爱你,
不是我没有感觉.
我不是无情的,
是因为我害怕受到伤害获得的爱。
我怕我的心痛,
我怕你骗我.
我怕当我爱你的时候,你不再爱我.
我怕你改变.
我害怕失去你,
我害怕孤独.
我真的很害怕见到你走开当你知道我也爱你。

我不想受骗,
我讨厌被弃置.
我不想让我心痛, 也不想在这里看到你离开我
我不想没有你的生活.....

你说你爱我.
你的行动告诉我,你真的爱我.
但我仍然怕你会改变.
I am afraid this is just a dream....

Thursday, April 8, 2010

I miss you so much BLOG :D

Dear Mr. Blog:



It has been such a long time that I have abandoned you, but I know that Mr. Blog is very kind and still welcome me anytime I want to come and visit you.



You know what? 2010 is probably the best year in my life so far. Many strange things happen in this year and I feel good and happy all the time. I almost forget that I used to be emotional and upset. However, I started to feel that again recently. Actually, I like to be happy, and I suppose to be happy at this time but why I feel sad?? (to be continue...)